My car repaired, but the engine is noisy, it's not perfect anymore. Just like my heart, it recovered but not beautiful anymore.
I wish someone could appreciate me. I know it's hart to find someone love me more than I love her. But I rather to let them go. I'm not prepare for anything.
I'm always glad to have u guys beside me. Sometimes I hurt u guys, but I still love u all as a friend. It's really nice. Hugs*
I'm sorry, that's the only thing I can say. I feel comfort with u, but the feeling is just friends only. I'm not a good girlfriend. I love to club, I smoke as well. The tattoo kept remembering me, the pain when break up, the tears I've fall for her. I still remember the reason I tattoo. And it's just like a curse that will never break. Inside my heart, nobody will know.
Someone said I'm maltreating myself. I dumped my heart somewhere else. I just pretend to be happy now.
Willing to ask, will you come back? There's no answer now. It's just like sitting inside a train and goes nowhere. The destination is very far, but how far, I don't know. I'm waiting inside the train to reach the destination. Guess where the train will bring me to? Long to go.
