To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.
One word to describe me, what would it be?
Some said me pretty, some said me gorgeous, some said me marvelous..but, the most inspire me is, glamor, geist in love.
Geist is a German word. Depending on context it can be translated as the English words mind, spirit, or ghost, covering the semantic field of these three English nouns.
I called it spirit in love.
Love is a beautiful things in life, it's easy to touch, easy to feel, but hard to grab. Love means everything to me, without love, I'm nothing. Sad to say that, I'm terrible in love. I hate everything when comes to love, being hurt, fuck off, come back to me, and leave again, repeating the same steps, and still alone.
Mind you, my relationship couldn't last more than 8 months. The problem is, I always want freedom so much, doing things I like, having fun everywhere, but not having sex and fucking everywhere.
I had lost myself somewhere else, not feeling good recently, no mood for work, no mood for everything. I just wish to be alone, where nobody could reach me. I want to go somewhere else. Where you all could not find me. I just wanna be alone.
Leaving is easy when you really had nothing left.
I'm a person that really easy up and down, my EQ is high, when you see me is definitely with a smile face, but when I'm alone, I really don't like to talk much, or entertain people.