Have you ever had unconditionally love? Very hurt sometimes your lover said something or anything that hurt your heart, don't know how to wipe it away or just close ur eyes pretend that you never saw anything. It hurts. What are you holding on i wanna ask. Think twice before action initiate behaviors and apologize but not fight, it's sometimes a shame to you as well. Sometimes i couldn't control my temper that's why i burst in front of you. In fact i'm a person that think a lot, i admit that this road haven't been easy anyway and it will never ends. Ask yourself what you actually want? A person that loves you or just a person to be at ur side and wished that everytime she treats you nice? Don't envy other people and expect your boyf to do the same thing exactly people do, no use and it's not from heart to heart but just satisfy what you require. Is that you will happy, ask urself.
If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.